I used to be slim but became chubby because I love ice cream and other fattening food, as you can see from the video in the middle. I took the left video in 2014 when I first noticed a little bit bulge on my tummy and wanted to see if others would notice by watching myself on video. I never imagined this was just the beginning. Initially I tried hard to lose weight but instead my weight kept creeping up. Then I gradually started to accept my chubby body but was still shy about it.
As I got chubbier, I started to love the way my growing body looked and felt. With my health being fine, I stopped watching my weight and never looked back. Indulging without the pressure of having to watch my weight felt so liberating. So I gradually let myself and my slim body go and embraced my curvy body instead. As result, I gained 48lbs/22kg in 5 years. I never gained weight intentionally. I am just not watching my weight anymore. Lately my gains have slowed down because at this level I can eat what I want and this weight feels balanced in many ways. But it may continue to go up slowly over time.
You can see that my tummy pokes out so much now compared to my initial little bulge. My bummy got a lot chubbier too. Now my tummy rests on my thighs when sitting and my thighs have become so plump. The gap between my thighs is completely gone. Most of my old dresses have become shorter and keep running up. My bras have become undersized. Even though I got chubbier, I am no longer shy to dance. I love the way my soft and jiggly body looks and feels.
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